Darkflower, Keeper of a Pretencious Blog

puuurf

2006-07-27T23:01:00.000-07:00

i had just spent my entire morning cleaning up my room. believe me it was like a tornado hit there. Everything was evrytwhere. i'm messy and i guess that's just how i live. My mum doesn't bother bout how messy my room is coz she doesn't step into that 'zone'..LOL.. Well once in a while she'd go in and tell me how messy it is but that's just about it. My dad...well... i can't remember the last time he's ever step into my room at all. He only goes in to help me change my light bulb other that that he leaves me alone. So you see with all the freedom i have sleeping in a room all by myself, i just couldn't resist keeping it messy. But since i finished my paper yestereday, i decided it was finally time to clean up.
While cleaning, i found a lot of junk..i mean a hell lot of junks. Photo albums that i've forgotten.. birthdays cards that i've left behind. lots.. lots.. and i'm the type who cling onto to things..memories.. so i keep it. i keep everything.. But seriously organizing things is just not my strongest point. It's an illness. i can't keep organizied.. at all. So i get distracted with checking out all my memories kept in a forgotten box. Just to realize i haven't even started with the cleaning part yet.
you see here's how i do things..i start it..then i get bored and i leave it behind. It's a vicious cycle. I can't stop it. So there i was standing over the pile of clothes all over my bed where i piled them to be hung later on. I was sitting on the floor next to the other pile of stuff and i realized i wanted to just lie down on my bed without cleaning up.
In the middle of it all i all i wanted was my bf to be there with me. He's such a clean freak and i just love that about him. He denies it but the truth is he really is. I think he has OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) Really. I'm serious. He's my total opposite. His room is spotless and he said its a mess? He's so cute when he's like busy cleaning off a spot on his shirt obsessively and won't admit he's obsessed with it. Its cute really.
Soo finally in the end of the afternoon i finally managed to hide all my clutter and now my room is spotless...It just doean't mean that the junks aren't there... they are onyl hiding. tee hee.

i am blind

2006-07-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

i should be counting my blessings really. i should be thankful for everything i have now.
i am afraid of a lot of things really.
i get upset over lil things.
i get paranoid.
i get cranky.
i get stupid over lil things.
i am ungrateful at times.
i am stupid sometimes.
i am picky.
i can't help being cranky all the time.
i can't please everyone all the time.
i can't keep smiling all day.
i get sick of sick sick sick sick sick people.

But that my dear doesn't mean i don't care about you at all.

smiles

2006-07-17T05:35:00.000-07:00

I don't exactly have anything interesting to say right now nor do i have anything smart neither.
But hey it's my blog and i should say whatever i wanna say.
My bf is just the sweetest person in the entire universe. There i said it. He's not the greatest person with surprises but at least he tries and i appreciate it.. *smiles*
He just amazes me in every way. He surprised me with dinner last night. Yes! i was surprised for the suddeness of the special occasion.

sigh

2006-06-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

I've been busy worrying my mind off these days.. I have soo much to think about.. I've vowed not to procrastinate this semester and it IS VERY hard to keep. Already there's a pile of assignments to do and i haven't even started on anything! I need to submit all my internship application as soon as possible. that's another worrying thing on my mind..
I was thinking of doing my internship with my baby.. but he starts early which is next month and i only start mine in August.. I hope we both won't be too busy for each other by then.
*sigh*

Drugs

2006-06-16T20:54:00.000-07:00

It's been a year already for me and my baby. Hoping there'll be more anniversaries to come baby!
Yes i'm happy with you coz you complete me.
I can't believe a year has passed for us. We've been through EVERYTHING and i mean EVERYTHING. We've had the roughest time toghether and the happiest time too!
*hugs*
It was just a year ago that we had our first date. It was a year ago that i first found out that i was in love with the sweetest guy.

Thank u baby..P/s : i know you read my blog.

wasting on yesterday

2006-06-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

THIEF!

2006-06-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

wow...Lots happened today..everything at once happened..
first off... i just got back from danii's house (which is just ACROSS!)
SO i woke up today lazy.. and we went to palm square in the morning for IUDAY(International Understandin Day).. mich was gonna perform her cuban dance.

Anyway.. it was jammed packed! like really jammed pack.. the entire floor was packed with people.. and in the midst of everything Danii's phone was stolen!!!! uuurggh...

So i was at the IRELAND stall buying chocolate milkshake.. and it was taking quite a while coz they ran out of milk! so i was standing in front of the table with soo many people around me.. waiting... my cousin Gerard was behind me and so was my bros..

Suddenly i felt someone kept tugging my handbag (which i was hugging sooo tightly) i thought it was Gerard and so i turned around to face him coz it felt kinda annoying. But as i turned, there was this lady in a kinda transparent scarf behind me. looking at me in the eye.. Me being VERY suspicious took my handbag off my shoulders and hugged it in front of her while staring at her. She looked sooooo suspicious and out of place that time coz there were only students buying stuff from the stalls there with COUPONS! she looked totally NOT-LOCAL and obviously was an immigrant.. I didnt want to let my eyes off her coz i wanted to see what she was buying. She was standing there pretending to order something but didn't have a coupon in her hands at all. I just stood there opening my handbag checking my cellphone AND wallet coz i had a really bad feeling bout her. Everything was still in my bag for me so i turned around when the people at the stall arrived with their milk.

Before that.. Danii came over and asked what we were buying..she had her handbag with her too. I told her they ran out of milk and so she rolled her eyes and walked away. I paid more attention the the milkshake after that.

Just after i spotted her later on, her boyfriend Wil starts calling me on MY cellphone.
"Where's Dan??" i was like ok we're here at Mode Cafe. so i go up to danii and i kinda told her Wil called and asked what happened to her phone..

She was like "OMG where's my phone!"

soo after that there was a lot of worrying and stuff like that..

Of course we didnt make a police report..

Went home..

She feeling VERRY sad..

I was sitting in front of the TV and my cellphone starts ringing....Danii's number????

I answer it and it was the police!! Apparantly my number was the first they called on from my Danii's phonebook.

So everything's ok now.... happy that she will finally get her cellphone back. But there is a court case though.. and it turned out it WAS that lady with a scarf who stole her phone....she stole A LOT of cellphones!! and when Danii and her parents went to the police station it was the exact same woman who was tugging my handbag.. good thing i turned around to look at her. Otherwise my phone would've been the victim..

good day

2006-06-06T21:09:00.000-07:00

I've been having a great week..I've had an amazing weekend.. I'm loving life at the moment..
i'm missing him too..

da vinci code

2006-05-19T23:09:00.000-07:00

im watching the DaVinci Code tomorrow...im excited yes.. i haven't been out that much lately..i am pretty much a boring worm. Mum and dad aren't home..mum's going to a funeral in her kg and is prolly gonna spend a night there.. dad's outstation as usual.. its just me and the boys at home. Too much male hormons in this house.. I can't wait for pegs to come home from LD. Then we can go shopping again. The picnic to Manukan had to be postponed. so it shall be.. lalalla

2006-05-16T21:32:00.000-07:00

where are you? i miss you..

Sick and tired

2006-05-14T21:41:00.000-07:00

I'm done with my exams...it's just a bunch of woo hoo for me. I haven't been blogging for the longest time mainly because i am a very boring person. It's the holidays and i have soo much on my mind planned. There's the picnic with the gals. hmm...shopping with my sis... hanging out with gwen and the gang... shopping... but then again i'm broke. pah... there's tons of movies i haven't watched and i can't wait to watch..
I'm still thinking of what to get for him next month. It's a very special occasion.

there's soo many things on my random mind right now..